Wednesday, September 12, 2012

Be an Example of Christ's Unfathomable Love to a World That Fails to Recognize Even the Light of the World in the Darkness


An Examination of Conscience Inspired by the Holy Spirit.

Ask the Holy Spirit to inspire you to make your next confessions honest, deeply personal, and incredibly meaningful.    


Bless me, Father, for I have sinned.  My last confession was a week and a half ago.

My Most Loving, Faithful, Trustworthy, Compassionate, and Generous God,  

Just as I request that You visit and spend time with me and teach me new things, You have requested that I come to You in return.  And so here I am, present to love you, honor Your majesty , thank You for Your goodness, and ask for Your pardon for the countless times that I have offended You in the past week and a half.

I apologize for my many crimes against Your love, which I committed so quickly after Your promise to lavish us with so many graces.  I apologize to You mostly for my impatience, lack of humility, disobedience, attachment to things of the world, for the times I have complained instead of being grateful for everything, and for my self-centered nature.  I apologize as well for the times I failed to attend to the needs of my brothers and sisters.   
 
What an incredible series of events that could have seemed ordinary except for Your astonishing  and enlightening inspirations on Saturday.  I was impatient and judgmental with that young lady on the road who was looking down at the phone in her hand, but thankfully realized the errors of my ways quickly and had the good sense to apologize to You.  But then immediately afterwards, when You told me to offer for her all I had suffered that night and morning,  I had the audacity to respond immediately, “All of it?”  

Lord, thank You for persisting with me.  I want to be an instrument of Your incredible generosity, but still lack the self mastery and knowledge to excel at it.  I desire very much to be Your mirror, Your strong Catholic witness, Your messenger, and an example of Your unfathomable love in a world that fails to recognize even the Light of the World in the darkness.  

How thoughtless I am so many times, Lord!  And yet it is through my faults that You draw me into even closer union with You, the King of my heart, who orders all things to keep me close.

Thank You for keeping me close to You!

It is my great desire that there be no distance between us.  I ask that You transform my life into a tremendous testimony of Your greatness.  I ask that You transform my nature, so that I am always kind, caring, patient, gentle, humble, and loving like You.  Make me slow to anger, quick to help, and able to withstand the assaults of the enemy.  Please defend my time alone with You and with my family, and do not allow my limitations to adversely affect my family.  

Please save the dying, convert sinners including everyone in the abortion industry, and release the holy souls in purgatory, especially the most forgotten soul, and my loved one if she is there.  Thank You for sending her to comfort me during times of trial and for allowing her to show me how incredibly beautiful, and valuable,  suffering is. 

And what is it I can do for You, my sweet and gentle Jesus?  I promise to give You more of my love as  You have requested.   I promise to always seek to do Your will;  please help me with this, for my soul often feels so pulled back and forth between the forces of good and evil, and I have so many  responsibilities, not that I’m complaining.  I just want to be a good messenger for You.  
   
I am sorry that I did not write to the people You requested.  Please help me to differentiate Your voice from my own and from that of the enemy so that I may always cooperate with Your grace.   Thank You for allowing me to share in Your suffering that cold Friday morning as You were scourged at the pillar in my place. 

Thank You for showing me the price of sin as You willingly accepted the blows to Your sacred face in my place.  How many times I have offended You so cavalierly, so proudly, by what I have said.  You remind me to be very careful when choosing my words and I thank You for this incredible favor.  Whatever You determine is best for me, Lord.  I trust in You, and thank You for Your unfathomable love and compassion.   

My Lord and my God, my love, my life, my all, I love You and give myself entirely to You, and promise to love and honor You all the days of my life. 

Now, are you still tempted to think that Catholicism is boring, and that going to confession doesn't mean anything? 


Receive the Sacrament of Christ's Peace often, and do not delay!  God is so in love with you.

© Joseph Karl Publishing


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