"In difficult moments I will fix my gaze upon the silent Heart of Jesus, stretched upon the Cross, and from the exploding flames of His merciful Heart will flow down upon me power and strength to keep fighting." ~ Saint Faustina
The extraordinary events of the past several months have been unprecedented and had been foretold in dreams overnight. However, the brutal severity, the exact details, and the amount of supernatural activity were certainly not anticipated.
What took place according to God's most perfect will, as and when He willed it, was colossal and also deeply personal.
As the events continue to play out in real time, the one doing the documenting values privacy, has no desire to ever be a public figure, feels a tremendous sense of responsibility for the personal welfare of those directly involved, and wishes to protect herself from the self-interested devoutly working for and being well rewarded by the wrong master while claiming to care, all the while realizing that whether anyone likes it or not there is the very real personal liability one has before God regarding the use (versus the misuse) of one's free will and the non-financial outcomes this has for His greater honor and glory and then for precious, priceless, and immortal souls including one's own.
There has also been a tremendous amount of spiritual combat since late last year, because of what was to come and what has now taken place and because of what is yet to come, and that in and of itself has been exhausting.
There have been many petitions and pleadings from the forces of darkness since last year to stop working at the clinic, and more recently to never return to the chiropractic doctor from the past who is once again providing proper care and when you do, to not do as he says while getting adjusted.
It is no small wonder that the forces of darkness can't legitimately make their case and yet they can be very convincing.
Humility in imitation of and in union with Christ is how they are defeated through the maternal intercession of the Immaculate Mother of God.
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While on the way to California for six days, the reparative suffering from this latest and profoundly personally costly event had not yet subsided.
Nevertheless, the trip and the events that took place there were magnificently beautiful and also superabundantly supernatural.
However, the travel involved was physically grueling.
It was no small thing that this spine of reparation went without an adjustment for that entire stretch of time, the longest in a long long time, enduring so much travel by air and by car as well as miles and miles of walking along a cliff overlooking the Pacific Ocean and directly on the ocean's beach, and then there were some very happy evening laps in the lovely courtyard pool by the ocean while underneath the very pretty lights.
Upon returning and after working for a few days, and thanks be to God having received two chiropractic spinal manipulations, some rest and relaxation were very much needed and this very restorative and peaceful holiday (Memorial Day) weekend by the water has provided them.
So grateful to God for it.
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Noise no longer hurts like it did, and not as much time alone in solitude is needed.
So glad to once again feel the joy that was restored to this apostolic mission after having moved to this quiet, peaceful, and friendly place last August following quite a penitential lifetime at the pillar and on Mount Calvary.
Apostolic mission. +
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The published blogs that had been reverted to draft will be made public once again in the future.
Detroit, Michigan, United States of America
